OCD- Acute stage Posted By Abhishek Kumar Date : 27-Oct-06
Hi, I am 30 yr old and have OCD since my childhood.First thing I remember that if I look inside my bed twice I will find y cricket ball somewhere lying in garbage and whenever I lost my ball,I looked twice under the bed and coincidently I found the ball. Congratulations a perfect marriage of false belief to ritulisation.
Now state is such that even in market place I am complete a distance of 100m without doing making some rituals. And Once I see the idols/temples or pictures of gods on the street(temple, in shops) then situation is completly out of my hand. Because I visualise slapping god or spiting or doing some nasty things and then say sorry and agin do some rituals. And people in street sometimes consider me mad. Also when I prayer i visualise blessing my enemies first and then again say to god sorry this is not the case, in fact I need your blessings.
Great episode- Something devil inside me always say you should not buy from this shopor should eat at this restaurant as it will bring bad luck to me. So there only one grocery store,one panwalah and only one dhaba cum restaurant is left where I have to eat daily.
Dear Doctors Is there any cure. I will be greatful.